Thursday, October 13, 2011

A differet kind of moment

I have to write this message for a special blog friend, Miss Conception, who I found out lost her sweet baby boy and girl today at 20 weeks gestation.  I have already cried my eyes out in shock and devastation over this news.  I don't understand it, I can't understand it.  I can only mourn for her and and for those two angels whose journey I have felt so very much a part of, and whose birth I was so looking forward to celebrating. 

MC, we've gone through so much of this journey together, yet today I feel I can offer you no comfort as I simply can't know your pain.  My heart is aching for you, and I just wish with every fiber of my being that I could somehow give you back your little ones.  In truth, I never knew how connected I have felt to you through this blog, till I found myself hysterical crying over your words.  I am so sorry A, I truly am. 

5 comments:

  1. Just went over to express sympathy, so very heartbreaking.

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  2. Thank you friend. This was certainly the worst thing in the world and I am trying to absorb it all. I appreciate your support and friendship.

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  3. Oh wow, It really hits me hard when those in our community experience loss - more so since I've gotten pregnant. It really feels so unfair and out of control. And even though we are so far along already, I still feel cautious about believing that we will end up holding a baby this winter.

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  4. I am completely heart broken for her as well. I saw your blog post and immediately went over to her blog. Have been following her since before IVF. Its just not fair. :'(

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